I squatted down next to the cave entrance, shining my Elzetta EB-60 flashlight into the darkness. The cave sloped downward, forcing whoever chose to enter it to squat, or crawl on their hands and knees for at least as far as I could see. I’d been told these lava tubes were perfectly safe and not particularly deep, but the idea of getting lost in a place with no light scared me almost as much as the thought of falling from extreme heights.
“What do you think?” My companion asked. Ryan was another
American, from the Midwest somewhere. He was in New Zealand looking for work.
We’d bonded at the observation point on top of the small volcano island,
Rangitoto, we were currently exploring. I knew I’d like him the moment he
whipped out a tiny Lego figure dressed like Indiana Jones and took a picture of
it.
“You ever seen “The Descent?” I asked, grinning.
“That the horror movie where people go into caves and get
attacked by horrible monster humans that are blind from lack of sunlight?” he answered
as he made a face.
“That’d be the one.” I dug in my bag for my second
flashlight. “Come on. I give it a ninety seven percent chance there aren’t
cannibal mutant freaks in there.”
The lava tube narrowed sharply for about a meter after the
initial entrance before opening up into a chamber large enough to stand up in.
As always, I was surprised at how quickly the rock absorbed natural light, and
made the cave darker than a moonless night. I shined my flashlight around, it’s
shockingly bright beam cutting a swath of light through the darkness.
“Cool.”
Long tendrils of moss hung from the roof, with tiny droplets
of water on them. I ducked underneath and pushed forward, making room for Ryan.
Once inside I could see there was
nothing to fear, no bats, no monsters, no hidden evils, though a certain
nervousness still tickled at the back of my mind. The cave welcomed us, the
dark folding around us as we made our way deeper, and up a slight incline. After
about twenty meters I shut off my light and squinted.
“There’s light up here.” Ryan shut his light off and looked.
“So there is.”
Turning our lights on we moved forward, finding the source
of the light to be a manhole sized second entrance/ exit to the cave. We pushed
our way through and out, and emerged into bright sunlight.
The island we were on, Rangitoto, is roughly five square
kilometers of volcanic rock and lava tubes. It’s name means (something about
fire gods), and comes from a Maori legend. The volcano erupted as recently as
five hundred years ago, and it looks like it. Hardscrabble trees and bushes
struggle their way out of the uneven ground, and the terrain not covered in
vegetation is entirely sharp angled rock, with the same edges it had when it
spilled out of the ground five hundred years ago as molten lava.
Jen, my cousin, had turned me loose on Auckland after
picking me up at the airport. Unfortunately, she had to work during the time
that I was there, so I was mostly on my own.
Which was fine. My mindset wasn’t quite ready for a lot of
companionship. My brain was still trying to come to terms with the fact that I
could turn on the faucet and clean water would come out, and that nearly
everyone around me spoke English as their first language. I knew I’d ditch Ryan
the second it became convenient, not because I didn’t like him, but because I
wanted alone time. I chose Rangitoto because it was outside, and I’d always
felt at home outside. Outside I could walk away and be alone, process my
feelings.
We take so much for granted. Our water is clean, our food is
safe, there are police and hospital services to save us if something goes
wrong, or at least pick up the pieces after. I felt so safe those first few
days in New Zealand that I thought I was falling into some kind of trap. Knowing
these thoughts were, at best, paranoid, I’d sought out alone time to help me
sort them out.
But I wasn’t alone. I had naturally sought out Ryan, formed
a bond with him over the smallest and most trivial of things. That little Lego
Indiana Jones. I first noticed him setting it up while at the top observation
post on the island, and after he’d taken a photo, we’d struck up a
conversation.
When he accidentally dropped Indiana through the floorboards
of the observation deck, I hadn’t thought at all about jumping over the side
and dropping two meters to look for it. It was only later that I realized that
I had more or less completely ignored the socialized voice in the back of my
head telling me that maybe I shouldn’t jump over the railing.
I just did it. I think travel in the third world made me
kinder while at the same time toughening me up and expanding my mind. It highlighted
what social rules were important and which were not. Kindness, politeness and a
willingness to help others are gold, no matter what country you’re in.
-Doug
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